Making a choice

This is a follow up to my earlier writing on following your heart. It is close to eight months since i quit my job because of the lack of motivation to continue. Since then much water has passed down the Mahim creek. As i sit on a gloomy rainy day in the fifth floor of my Bandra East residence, my mind is cluttered with thoughts that would surpass the water that must have passed down the creek. The thoughts are about why it is so tough to make a choice, while it should have been as simple as this or that.

Landmark education says that you have made a choice if you have considered all the consequences and choose inspite of the consequences and not because of it. I have a simple choice to make - should i start my own business or should i continue to work. I know i would do well at whatever i choose. I know the merits and disadvantages of both the choices but yet i continue to stand at the crossroads, paralysed.

I feel like Neo in Matrix. Morphius, Trinity and the Oracle know the choice that Neo must make... of being "the one". But is makes no difference until Neo begins to believe from within.

I am happy that eight months ago i decided to arrive at the cross road in the quest to tread the road less travelled. But alas, since then, i continue to wait, frustrated, to commit to the road ahead... to believe from within... to make a choice!!!